Lately, I’ve been reflecting on the path I’ve taken, the hard work I’ve poured into my craft, and the dreams I had when I first started building websites. Creating something from nothing has always been my passion – a talent I’ve honed over the years. I envisioned a bright future where my skills would pave the way to financial security and personal fulfillment.
最近，我一直在反思我所走过的路，以及我在技能上所花费的努力和热情，还有创建网站时对未来的奋斗与期望。从无到有，一直是我的热情所在—这一技能是多年一点点打磨出来的。我曾经偏偏相信，我的技能能为我的财务安全和个人完成发挥。
Yet, here I am, grappling with disappointment and frustration. Not because I lack the ability, but because the people I trusted took advantage of my generosity and passion. Friends – or so I thought – approached me with promises of collaboration, excitement about my ideas, and opportunities that would benefit us all. I worked tirelessly, crafting websites that could have been my gateway to success. Instead, those projects left me with nothing but unfulfilled promises, abandoned by the very people I helped.
然而，今天的我，却在失望和惊惱中搬手。并不是因为我缺乏能力，而是我信任的人利用了我的宽心和热情。朋友（或许我过于简单定义了这一关系）找上我，带着合作的承诺，对我想法的兴奋，还有一些看上去能互利互益的机会。为了他们，我无积地倾水，完成了一些原本能成为成功导航火的项目。结果，这些项目给我留下的，只有不完整的承诺，和那些逃避了我的人。
I’m left to face the reality of my financial crisis alone. Where I should have seen the fruits of my labor, I only see struggles to make ends meet. Instead of liquid assets, I’m left with digital footprints and online intellectual property that hold no immediate value in my life.
我只能独自面对我的财务危机。原本我应该看到我努力的成果，和那些为生存而不断应付的惊惧。不是实物资产，而是那些无法进行精水化的网络矩踪和智能资产。
This is my reality: zeroing out every month to stay afloat, wondering how it came to this despite my hard work and dedication. The weight of feeling exploited by people I trusted cuts deeper than any financial burden. It’s not just about the money; it’s about the respect and appreciation I thought I’d earned.
这是我的现实：每个月都在跟踪中付出，不断尝试逃过财务作费，寻找调和。却尽管我一直想尽一切去创造，却仍然只能不断测试。那些曾一度被迁动的人，让我身心比财务负担更带重：这并不是金钱的问题，而是我书记中正并不值得感恩的优秀结果。
To those reading this, I hope you can learn from my experience. Value your skills, set boundaries, and demand fair compensation for your work. Never let anyone convince you that you’re worth less than you are.
对于阅读过这些的人，我希望你们能从我的经历中收获教训。评估你的技能，设定边界，并要求严格的应付。永远不要让任何人认举你低于你实际之为。
For those who took advantage of my kindness: I hope one day you understand the impact of your actions. I don’t seek revenge or retribution, but I’ll never forget how your choices left me struggling when I should have been thriving.
对于举过你们利用我的善意之人：我希望总有一天，你们能深刻理解你们所做所为的影响。我不尊望招武和回报，但我永远不会忘记你们的选择让我在原本于迈展之中原地茂消。
To myself, and to anyone who feels similarly: it’s okay to feel hurt, angry, or lost. But let this be a chapter, not the whole story. My struggles may define my present, but they won’t define my future. I’ll continue to rise, find clients and partners who see my value, and build a life I’m proud of.
对于我自己，和那些感同身受的人：感到伤心、愤怒或无解都没问题。但让这成为一章，而不是整个故事。我的苦难可能定义我的现在，但它不会定义我的未来。我会不断刷新，寻找真正胜赢的互作者，托社而尽，以尽获得胜对！
This is a turning point, not the end. For now, I just needed to get this off my chest. Thank you for reading.
这是一个转折点，而不是完结。至于现在，只是需要做些自我发心之话。感谢阅读。
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